There's gotta be others out there like me, sitting and waiting for that moment, unlike all others where it all just ends. I wish there was another way, but there isn't. Being punished for what I can't control, to survive is all I want, but survival is all I got. Doomed from the day I was born, No planning can make it preventable, no matter how hard I try, it is always drawing me back. 

 Sitting.
Waiting.